It's been a big struggle for the last couple of weeks.
I'd love to blame it all on the vacation, but I just can't. I've been massively "meh" on this whole thing lately. Just lackluster and not wanting to put any effort into things. Don't get me wrong - I want to lose weight. I really do. I really, REALLY do. I just...maybe it's not coming off fast enough? Maybe it's just too overwhelming?
I don't know what the reason is, but I just can't get myself back into the swing of things. Taking a week off for vacation just didn't help at all. You know the sad story - we were crappy eaters and didn't work out like we wanted to. Getting back hasn't helped. It's like I've taken SEVERAL steps backwards. I can't get enough chips and candy and everything else that's not good for me. I can't seem to stop wanting to graze all day long. I can't stop wanting to sit on my ass all the time and avoid the great outdoors. I just can't snap back into it.
There just doesn't seem to be anything that I want to do to improve the situation. I should probably try harder. Probably get my head back into the game. Try changing my new routine and just making myself start over again.
But I just can't.
I don't WANT to start over, though. I feel like I put all that time and effort in all those months ago, and the idea of having to get myself back into it by going back to the beginning really sucks. I know it needs to be done, but I just don't wanna.
Time to get it together, I guess. Someone give me some encouragement!!!!!